Hate in my heart; Death in my thoughts. Ice in my veins. My Heart Circulates The Pain. To Ensure The Inevitable, iKeep My Distance. But Death Is Loud So Choose Not To Listen. Cold And Manual. No Automatic; iKeep A Cool Head; iKilled The Titanic. Release My Therapy; At Your Own Risk iCant Be Held Responsible For Your Round Trip. NO Guarantees Around Me. Cuz iDont Give A Damn. If You Live Or Die; So Inform Ya Fam. Prepare The Arrangements; && Uproot The Land. I'll Steal Ya Breath; No Second Thoughts. Shoulda Seen That Red Light ; Before You Crossed. Regrets && Pain Is All You Feel.But Im On Another Level ; iHave Nothing Left To Feel. Smh;Missed Too Many Meals. So Please Back Away, Around Me Your In danger. Cuz iDont Know You; Your Just Another Stranger. Don't Let Your Facade Think Your Safe ; Cuz iCan Care Less About Your Fucking Space. Test Me If You'd Like ; iWouldnt Risk It. Cuz iTargeted Ya Life. Promise iWont Miss It.

TangibilityDENIED.?

Reach within my staff as the truth become the words we play by.
Following every note, like U-2 spies that once flew by. Me && you the harmonic exit
We make, shattering every window as we approach the chance we must make.
Exhausting all that is possible. Avoiding the improbable. How to confide in one we never see as tangible.
Within my vision I see none, but my senses tell me some. Acting as if they are invisible hiding amongst the sun. blind spots I fear the most, for my spectacles cannot boast. 20.20 vision is not honored here.
Somewhere else I must coast. Running from what is not there, for it is not seen, so is it not felt within the air? A question that cant be answered before one has learned, tis not fair. Books open but not speaking leaves a blind one miserable in a world where seeing is believing. Never can one learn if theyre eyes are hidden . Vulnerability is required to unmask what is given. Seen nor heard, a blind one may never learn for he may be too distracted by what seems to be his verb. To run,play,be jolly as you may. Distraction distraction, wondering how it can lead to such an infraction. How much can one take. Before one must break . Or is breaking our excuse for the handicapp we have made. Excuse excuse , seems to be the most popular use. The mouth becomes exhausted never able to be quiet. While the eyes search frantically for what seems to be the riot. Commodity of what is real, tangible, and attainable. For not everything that can be seen can be managable. The lost one does not realize his frantic search for tangibility leads him to anxieties that are themselves not able to achieve tangibility. Ahh he must stop his search . Look up . Dismay and all. because what he thought may rise. Will simply just fall.

TrebleCleff.

Music In my heart.Heart in my hand. We intertwine rhythms;That's just how we hold hands.the notes she plays play in my soul;they warm me when I'm cold.i play in the snow with no sweater;I get chills from her voice.I'm used to that kind of weather.I'm her treble;she's my bass clef.imagine the music we made when our hearts met.beat after beat.listen to our melody.lalalala;yeah I know.pure serenity.chemistry from our serenity would make u think that she's a deity.goddess of my staff;and conductor of that prettie liddo thing that's made of wood & strings.when I wanna hear a song.no need for the radio.I hold her hand and just let the music flow.tightly she squeezes on the heart in my hand.increasing our tempo;like a strong wind atop of sand.climax of this chorus.the rhythm simmers down.she walked away to my melody.I tried to speak;she turned around.she held my beat.and stole my sound.sung my song with just one note.it sounded familiar.so I listened close.my hearts' beat echoed from this womans' soul.I stood in silence as I held onto her hand.intertwined with her rhythm.she had me in a trance.for I could not let go.she sung my soul.put me on her bass cleff.and let our heartsbeatsflow. <3

Footsteps.

Take a walk in my shoes. Do I leave footsteps along the sand.?does the water wash away my past of where I  would once stand. Underneath the stars the rains' prey. Falls upon my soul with the waves I wash away. Leave me;watch me. Walk along my footsteps. Do u see what I once saw.? Before the salts water cleansed me of my flaws.or do u see the pain that once stood amongst us all. A ship with no sail I coast amongst the seas' breeze hoping to reach land before I drift afar with much ease.savage my ship;anchor my baggage.don't worry about the costs. I'll pay the shipping and handling. Watch my footsteps as they walk into the waters land.do u see me.? Or just what has been portrayed by man.do my footsteps fade as I progress amongst the sand.? Or is my pain permanent as I lift my anchor out your hands. Weightless watch me become. As I fade into the rays of the sun. No footeps of me you see. For my past I have left sinking beneath the sea. Thank you for being my witness; as I have cleansed myself of your infidelities. now u can tell of my tale to all of your acquantancies. Listen to the rhythm of the sea. They whisper my secrets;because my ship was too overwhelmed to keep them. Witness the oxygen leave as I become lifeless. Footprints fade away I am done with this nightmare. Anchors gone;ships sunk; and my footprints? were never there. For you could never see the pain I harbored in my heart because that footage was never aired..... 


If the sea could talk and the waves could dance. You'd see my heart choreographing my footsteps; just to leave u there wondering after me in the sand.    

Bitterly;Tranquil.

open doors;
frosted doorknobs.
do u dare, attempt to enter?

soaked cement;
crumbled leaves.
are u done with the injustice?

compromise the suicide;
of hearts left alone.
come to peace and tranquility,
when all fails to lead you home.

SunlessRays.

looking out my window.i cant help but think of you.staring at the suns' retreat i instantly feel blue.as i stare into the night.awaiting o2 see you in my sights.i sit in my window awaiting for the sun o2 rise.walking along the sidewalk.avoiding all the cracks.i dont know why i do what i do.when i have you beyond my back.signs read "dont walk on the grass" but u give me internal sunshine so the gardeners give me a pass.picking up the daisies in search of their good air.but little do i know ive got all i need right here.children laffing in the street unaware of what evil happens o2 leak.love seals their innocence and fuels their heartbeat.walking pass the newborn leaves that have fallen from the ground.wondering if no one was around...did their death make a sound.passing the time.as the sky gets darker.still awaiting the sun to make its appearence.as its rays get farther.flowers close their petals when the sun goes away.but i have nothing left o2 close when your love goes astray.i dont grow i dont show.when its you i need the most.as the last traces of sunlight remove itself from the sky.all i see is the moon left high.as i walk along the sidewalk and can no longer avoid the cracks.cuz the light has left the sky.and its darkness in its tracks.as i approach this crosswalk.and await the light o2 turn green.i look o2 my left.and see the end of my being.my hand.its shadow.watching me as i stand.still trying o2 figure out.what is Holding my hand.i look around in what is now dark.and i no longer can see where to finish and its start.i panic.i panic.afraid of what might be in this nights absent light.as i peer thru the darkness.light catches my eye.i turn and i search of where the light is coming.as the feeling overwhelms me.as i feel my heart numbing.unbearable light.arising from within me.killing the darkness.and awakening the daises.the sunshine i once stared at thru my window.empty.captivated my heart.and shared its rays from within me.