Footsteps.

Take a walk in my shoes. Do I leave footsteps along the sand.?does the water wash away my past of where I  would once stand. Underneath the stars the rains' prey. Falls upon my soul with the waves I wash away. Leave me;watch me. Walk along my footsteps. Do u see what I once saw.? Before the salts water cleansed me of my flaws.or do u see the pain that once stood amongst us all. A ship with no sail I coast amongst the seas' breeze hoping to reach land before I drift afar with much ease.savage my ship;anchor my baggage.don't worry about the costs. I'll pay the shipping and handling. Watch my footsteps as they walk into the waters land.do u see me.? Or just what has been portrayed by man.do my footsteps fade as I progress amongst the sand.? Or is my pain permanent as I lift my anchor out your hands. Weightless watch me become. As I fade into the rays of the sun. No footeps of me you see. For my past I have left sinking beneath the sea. Thank you for being my witness; as I have cleansed myself of your infidelities. now u can tell of my tale to all of your acquantancies. Listen to the rhythm of the sea. They whisper my secrets;because my ship was too overwhelmed to keep them. Witness the oxygen leave as I become lifeless. Footprints fade away I am done with this nightmare. Anchors gone;ships sunk; and my footprints? were never there. For you could never see the pain I harbored in my heart because that footage was never aired..... 


If the sea could talk and the waves could dance. You'd see my heart choreographing my footsteps; just to leave u there wondering after me in the sand.    

Bitterly;Tranquil.

open doors;
frosted doorknobs.
do u dare, attempt to enter?

soaked cement;
crumbled leaves.
are u done with the injustice?

compromise the suicide;
of hearts left alone.
come to peace and tranquility,
when all fails to lead you home.

SunlessRays.

looking out my window.i cant help but think of you.staring at the suns' retreat i instantly feel blue.as i stare into the night.awaiting o2 see you in my sights.i sit in my window awaiting for the sun o2 rise.walking along the sidewalk.avoiding all the cracks.i dont know why i do what i do.when i have you beyond my back.signs read "dont walk on the grass" but u give me internal sunshine so the gardeners give me a pass.picking up the daisies in search of their good air.but little do i know ive got all i need right here.children laffing in the street unaware of what evil happens o2 leak.love seals their innocence and fuels their heartbeat.walking pass the newborn leaves that have fallen from the ground.wondering if no one was around...did their death make a sound.passing the time.as the sky gets darker.still awaiting the sun to make its appearence.as its rays get farther.flowers close their petals when the sun goes away.but i have nothing left o2 close when your love goes astray.i dont grow i dont show.when its you i need the most.as the last traces of sunlight remove itself from the sky.all i see is the moon left high.as i walk along the sidewalk and can no longer avoid the cracks.cuz the light has left the sky.and its darkness in its tracks.as i approach this crosswalk.and await the light o2 turn green.i look o2 my left.and see the end of my being.my hand.its shadow.watching me as i stand.still trying o2 figure out.what is Holding my hand.i look around in what is now dark.and i no longer can see where to finish and its start.i panic.i panic.afraid of what might be in this nights absent light.as i peer thru the darkness.light catches my eye.i turn and i search of where the light is coming.as the feeling overwhelms me.as i feel my heart numbing.unbearable light.arising from within me.killing the darkness.and awakening the daises.the sunshine i once stared at thru my window.empty.captivated my heart.and shared its rays from within me.